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| Sunday, November 1st, 2009 | |
| 12:26 pm | Had a shitty halloween :(( Makes me totally miss when we used to all get together and everyone dressed up and we had candy and played video games. |
| Sunday, July 26th, 2009 | |
| 12:16 pm | So someone update about your wonderfully soggy night out on the boat! |
| Tuesday, June 30th, 2009 | |
| 12:12 am | Lol I am sure that you, Jess, do not care if I update because I never update, but I will a little since you (and Shell) inspired me! Got a job with Tommy Hilfiger and I work the most awful hours since Im the only one with full availability~daha, I guess i was asking for it!! I wish it was more consistent...I am looking for another job but I am not too serious. My feet and back hurt sosomuch when im doing sales (usually do cash) so I would like to quit, we cant wear useful shoes, just pretty ones :(( Love most of the new people I get to meet through my job though! Dont get much downtime because i only get one day in between days with jobs...so all i do is sleep. Some odd occasion I go see friends in Van, and catch a movie with themmmm. Finally saw UP last weekend!!! Wasnt as good or sad as everyone had been telling me though!!! Other then that I am a bit tired for school. I get bored of work and then look forward to school..but im pretty excited to go back. Nervous about classes but excited to get towards the end of school!! Ill be taking five years...but still see it as soclose. I cant wait to finally have a degree and kind of 'start life'. Gage and I have been chatting about a few different things...he is probably going to do his masters, so its always something to think about. I have a scholarship to a private grad school, but I dont think ill go anymore...so Im not sure. Right now I just want to get back to school and start waitressing or bartending. That is one of the things im most excited for! Gage and I have been doing pretty well, he is very sweet but we are both very busy. Im excited for the weekend after this though-I booked off a four day weekend for his birthday!! (July 12th). I am superpoor though, so still stuck with no clues as to what id like to get him...i suppose dinner...And breakfast, maybe a movie, haha. Now I am so sleepy...I spend all my time not working just reading...books on physicists Gage recommends (They are much more entertaining then Computer Scientists...), and playing Pokemon Platinum that Ryan got meeeee <3<3 when I couldnt find it anywhere!! And baking, as usual. |
| Friday, February 20th, 2009 | |
| 11:14 pm | Hey, haven't seen you in a while You say, I miss your little smile Have I told you that I love you in a while And I wish I was back home with you again |
| Monday, January 5th, 2009 | |
| 2:44 pm | No lies, no games I'm done with those things 15 Minutes til I officially leave my house for Term 2! I'm going back with wayyy~too much debt. Have an awesome 2009 all you missus. |
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2008 | |
| 1:56 am | Watching the rest of Hana Yori Dango. I started and left off at 25 about two months ago and finally remembered what i had been missing. So encouraging and depressing at the same time. I think its the only series that has every made me cry, and so much ~ Everything seems really calm yet topsy turvy at the same time. Things are good, but at the same time they are horrible. I feel loved, but at the same time all alone in my own world. Like ive done so little, yet ive tried so hard. I dont like being stuck inside to my own thoughts all day. Today i went to Richmond and picked up some things. Some fudge for a gift, a new tshirt and dress for going out, and some yummy sushi for lunch. I sat in the overly crowded food court and ate my sushi speachlessly with a girl on break from work eating a big bowl of pho or something similar. I feel so anonymous and unimportant, unnoticed, and uncared for. It felt really nice to just be one of the crowd. Im tired of the Drama thats been going on back in Saskatoon, i really hope it does not follow me. Need to get out. Just for something. Roads are so snowy and crappy though. Vancouver would be nice, coffee downtown for hours sitting around or walking, if its not too wet out. |
| Friday, October 17th, 2008 | |
| 10:00 am | Anyone else overwhelmed!!?? Ive been going insane from midterms. It is too apparent that I suck hardcore at Geography and dont understand basic concepts...Other then that Im doing okay. Life has been busy and I feel like my focus on school is slipping and slipping. I just want to live and enjoy the weather and the outdoors and my friends and everything life has to offer. I almost feel like Im turning in to one of those girls who go to University to wrangle in a Med/Law major in hopes of success. Ugh, hah. Most of my life is dedicated to self-pleasure, software engineering, and geography. I get no where in geography, push away most of my other work, and trying to keep up with the intellectual jocks in my software class. We have a guy whos been working for the Sask. Government for the last 10 years doing database maintenance, a sexpot crazy-intellectual type, and a genuine college guy who seems a lot stupider then he is. This weekend will be a bit of play tonight, and studying and homework for the rest. This upcoming week Dan will be coming back! That makes me excited. On my birthday, he showed up to surprise me, and hes coming to visit for a longer period now (Week, ish) so that he can get school things sorted out. Hopefully I wont slack off too much with him around, I have more midterms coming up. Luckily I have the weekend of Halloween completely free!!. Does anyone else know what theyre doing for Halloween? I wish i was at home, clubs dont do events here :[ The thursday I am going to a showing of Evil Dead with some friends, Friday the 31st Gage and I are going to have a Halloween party, Saturday going to see the Rocky Horror showing and maybe go clubbing before hand. I only have one costume though, a Pikachu Kigu for the party but Id rather not wear it out :S CANNOT WAIT to get home for the December break! Forget about school, see family, eat great food, drink and drive myself CRAZY and give lots of gifts. So jealous of those away from the cold cold center of Canada. |
| Tuesday, October 7th, 2008 | |
| 1:25 pm | Quiz stolen from Shell to do in between Graphics and Software Engineering *yawnssssss* Big Bday weekend~Jason and I had a joint party on saturday, sunday dan surprised me and came out and we went shopping!! Bought me a very nice perfume, a purse, and a new video game then out to dinner. Then on Monday, Gage made me dinner and pumpkin pie for my birthday cake :) ( clickidyclick ) |
| Friday, May 23rd, 2008 | |
| 4:16 pm | They finally posted the 2008-2009 calender for my school (but we cant register yet) so ive been planning my classes... I need to take a Chem class and start working up my science credits, but there are 6 classes that I can put in to my schedule around comp sci static courses and 21 labs to chose from. ACCGKKK Ive been doing this for like four hours...on my ONE day off :[ |
| Thursday, May 1st, 2008 | |
| 10:12 am | Vancouver Pride Figured a few of you ladies may be interested in this: http://community.livejournal.com/vancou For the cut-phobic: Volunteer Opportunity Please pardon my cross-posting! I am trying to increase the visibility of individuals of all sexualities, ethnicities, ages, and genders at this year's Vancouver Pride events. Please don't hesitate to post this in your own journals and/or communities =) Rumor has it... You want to volunteer for the Vancouver Pride Society this year! If the rumor is true, and you do want to be apart of the Vancouver Pride Society 2008 Volunteer Team, then this is how you do it! But first off, here is what you will receive: -Your very own (hopefully purple) Vancouver Pride T-Shirt. -A Letter of Recommendation upon completion of your volunteer hours (upon request). -For the completion of 3 or more shifts, you will get a free Vancouver Pride Society Membership. -Log volunteer hours for school or other programs -Meet amazing new people! Network! Make new friends! -Attend our groovy Volunteer Appreciation Party. -Receive a volunteer appreciation certificate -Develop useful skills -Attend and have a great time at Pride events! This year, we will also be holding 2 volunteer orientations where you will be able to meet the VPS board and some other volunteers. Further, you will recieve a brand new Volunteer Manual! So are you ready now to find out how you can sign up to volunteer? Go to the following page of the Vancouver Pride Society Website and fill out the volunteer form: http://www.vancouverpride.ca/support/vo That is it! I will contact you about your availability, and you will be on your way! |
| Thursday, April 10th, 2008 | |
| 12:09 pm | 12pm Work LAYER ONE: -- Name: Kim -- Birthplace: Vancouver -- Gender: Female -- Eye Color: Brown -- Hair Color: brown -- Height: 5'3 -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: libra LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: Israeli and Russian -- The shoes you wore today: Runners~for work :[ uncomfortable -- Your fears: Failing out of school and not ever getting a successful career -- Your perfect meal: Anything completely savory (lots of cheese...:)). Probably that and then raspberries. -- Goal you'd like to achieve: Lose about 10-20 pounds, complete school, get a at least Okay job, get comfortable with myself and life LAYER THREE: -- Your thoughts first waking up: Nu :[ -- Your best physical feature: No clue, I dont really like my features but I suppose hair although its right fucked right now -- Your bedtime: Mm....anywhere between midnight and 6am -- Your most missed memory: Being happy with myself and my body LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: diet Mmmm... -- McDonald's or Burger King: McDicks P: -- Single or group dates: Group~Its always fun to see what they are 'really' like -- Adidas or Nike: no clue, I guess Nike cause thats what i own -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton but it doesnt really matter -- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla -- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino, supersweet LAYER FIVE: -- Smoke: Not for me but I dont care much -- Cuss: yes -- Sing: not really, its a dorm -- Take a shower: I prefer bathing but i shower first -- Have a crush: yep -- Do you think you've been in love: yes -- Want to go to college: I am already at uni -- Liked high school: God no, worst time of my life -- Want to get married: Maybe eventually -- Get motion sickness: nope -- Think you're attractive: not exactly -- Think you're a health freak: I want to say yes but I know im terrible, hah -- Get along with your parent(s): kinda~sorta~ -- Like thunderstorms: When im not wet and cold -- Play an instrument: sort of piano LAYER SIX: In the past month... -- Drank alcohol: yep, last night -- Smoked: dont think so -- Done a drug: yep -- Had Sex: yep -- Made Out: Yep -- Gone on a date: kinda :) I guess so, I think -- Gone to the mall?: Hmm no! -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Like 1/3 box of Fudgee-ohs -- Eaten sushi: No ._. Dan does not like sushi so I never go...prarie people dont seem to like very much *sob* -- Been on stage: no -- Been dumped?: dont think so -- Made homemade cookies: yep! -- Gone skinny dipping: not in the last month--dear god, skinny dipping in -20!?!? -- Dyed your hair: no but i really should -- Stolen anything: probably LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl... -- Best eye color?: blue -- Best hair color?: dark anycolor -- Short or long hair?: Long hair, at least three or four inches :) -- Height: Taller, but that is usually a given -- Best weight: Whatever fits their body type -- Best articles of clothing: Of clothing, I would say band shirts or really cute jackets LAYER TEN: -- Number of drugs taken: Ah I dont know, 2-3 -- Number of piercings: a few -- Number of tattoos: nope -- Number of times name was in newspaper: least three or four when i competed -- Number of scars on my body: cant count? -- Number of things in my past that I regret: everything and nothing~I want to say 'why bother regretting?' but I regret half my life at the same time... |
| Friday, April 4th, 2008 | |
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| Friday, March 28th, 2008 | |
| 7:24 pm | Happy Birthday, Miss You know Who. |
| Wednesday, March 19th, 2008 | |
| 2:03 am | #Sootto# Wednesday earlyearly morning, Is so tiring! Seeing things with Jess and Paul working out made me happy, and her mentioning no one updates--ahhh truuuue. Mostly because no one wants to hear about my boring life! (._.)^ I dont know about you guys, but I am still running on midterms. Tomorrow I have large machine-coding assignment due, Thursday I have a 20 page essay/midterm due [I have about 5/20], Thursday I also have linear algebra midterm. Arrrrrrrrrrg Butttt... and if any of you are like me, and were working on St.Pat. Weekend, you need to make up for it! --And-- 'On that topic' Dan and I are doing well, although I make girl-drama, we are always generally doing pretty well. He sadly obtained an eye infection out of nowhere in his good eye, (he is going blind in his left) and it is worrying. Apparently it is contagious, but only to his other eye. I feel so bad, he has to put in eyedrops every four hours--even wake up during the night! So he has been staying away from me because he is worried he'll give it to me (even though that means sticking his finger in his eye and then sticking it in my eye) but I guess you cant be too careful~ It reminds me of Jess, in a way. I dont know why Paul is going away for a while, but here, Dan and I practically live together. While its not ideal, we do sleep together in tiny-dorm-bed~ (lol do you and Paul somehow manage that too? At first was so awwwkward for spacing, now I am used to it!) And we go to same classes (Same major, not intentional!) and eat meals together. Only difference is he doesnt come to the gym with me!! So I feel for you, hon ;) I hope Paul comes back soon. I know sometimes arguments get us riled up, and when i am upset, and we have to leave, he says: 'I'll see you later' I say: 'Maybe' or 'I dont know' And Ignore him until my anger is gone (Though this is not the best thing to do ! Sometimes I just have to get it out alone) But, once we are calmed down and rational...you remember why you are with him, and that what he has done...maybe you can talk about it, or maybe it was a misunderstanding or an accident. Whatever it was, you understand now that you have the opportunity to sort through it. And when you see him, you avoid going near him, until one of you reaches out to the other, and you hug tight and go: 'I didnt mean anything by it' or 'I dont want to be distant' So I hope that no matter what goes on, you two always go back to one another :) You too Michelle :P |
| Friday, February 15th, 2008 | |
| 6:45 pm | Post-Valentines! Dan and I are better, we had a bit of a talk last night, and he said he was just upset, and didnt mean a lot of the things he had said. It seems a lot of people and their SO have been spending time apart lately and, you know, its not a terrible thing. I guess I just need to grasp that more. 'But Im such a clingly person~~ Anyway, on Tuesday I am spending the entire day making Pho for Dan for our 'Makeup Valentines' before he leaves back for Vancouver :[ I will be here all alone!! Then I will make a rasbperry strawberry cobbler <3 (That part is for me!!!) Pat, Kevchu, Kevchu's friend and I are now going out to the bar to go drink Hot cocoa(...okay...beer) before we(they) all leave, since it is snowing beautifully outside.  Hope everyone has a fantastic Happy Post-Valentines Day! Lots of love from out in the cold, snowy Saskatchewan! |
| Tuesday, January 29th, 2008 | |
| 3:25 pm | Ahhhhhhhh >< Its going to below -50 tonight with windchill!! Burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
| Wednesday, January 23rd, 2008 | |
| 9:04 pm | ~Updates! Everyone seems to be updating so much... Then I realize I dont really update. I guess Im not really sure what to say? Aaahhh so I'm going to take over a lot of your friends pageeee >:3 Everyone in this group on our journals are much more interconnected with one another then with me--thats okay, I know a lot of you guys have been friends since before I met you~or much better friends since when I knew you...but I still read your journals ;) And concern~Its really too bad I didnt get to see many of you over the break, but I still hope we can keep up. Sorry to Leanna for never getting you your poster nor seeing you...where were you for new years? Haha...I remember stopping by your work several times just to see youre not around. I agree with you on enjoying low key gettogethers--especially when youre in residence, with the option of a big party nearly every weekend. I donno how youre doing up there in nursing (which I hear is terribly rough ._.) but I hope you find time to relax! I know we've never really been close and that I used to frustrate you but It really impresses me that youre working so harddd~ To Lindsay, Im not even too sure what youre up to! You update like meee~. The last thing I heard you were still in Tsawwassen? Update! Lauren, well, haha, there is not much to say to you. You are the one I keep up with the most-that I love. I am glad you randomly text me, though sometimes its not for the best of reasons. :( I always worry about you, but I know you are pretty good at taking care of yourself. What are you going to to once you finish HS?? I know once you mentioned something about moving to Calgary~? I donno what would come of me if i could dick around with you back at home when I get to visit over like the week of my vacation. I hope things are going well back at home! I would totally say come out here and come out for the weekend and party with my friends but lol Sask = bit further away then UBCO. (Did you ever visit there anyway???) And a bit more expensive. And to Jess (lawl, who hasnt friended me and wont see this)~I had fun at your place, though I think you were not very happy with Laur and me or maybe just me. Ive always thought you were cool to hang around with and you seem so busy up at school~we never talk. Never talked :P I totally donno what to think about you. At least it seems you are much more easy going-I remember in HS you were so firey~I wish our floor was more like yours. It seems so universal and like a big community where everyone is welcome. Here is it very singular. I donno what youre up to with the sorority but it sounds like fun!-We dont have any out here-what sorority are you becoming a house of? (I dont really know how they work, but Im assuming youre not just creating your own) I may text you some time soon to see how you are doing xD and then youll be confused about my email. I wonder if i have the right number??? Edit: lol just so everyone reading-by fiery , I meant quick to anger. ;P Hmmm...who else? Michi, whom seems to always bee so happy yet troublesome. Err...troubled? Well...they are a lot of issues that I may not be able to directly relate to but while sometimes you may feel sad or confused, I think you are doing the right thing by not focusing on it and trying to just enjoy life and whats in it~ You have a lot of loving friends (including myself, even if i dont seem like it ><) who will always be there for you, and I hope that you never feel alone. I hope that sometime in the future (close or far) you and your mom start to bond again and better understand eachothers points of view. Maybe it would be easier when youre a bit more independent? When I moved out, I became a lot closer to my mother...that is the only thing I can really think may help, as at this point talking just doesnt seem to be the answer...for your mother bf or for you. I know we dont really talk on msn all that often but I would love to when you have the time :) Edit2: i thought I had gotten everyone-haha, apparently not! I cant believe I missed you out on here, Caitlin, especially since i had just earlier been looking at the beautiful paintings you had done. now that I think about it, im unsure about how to spell your name~sorry ._. Ill be honest with you, you are the least of my friendly concerns. Youre such a comfortable and personable person all together that I know whether its in a few months or in a few years, i'll be able to sit down and go for coffee or dinner with you. You never told me what you were up to! Art school? Gigs? Work? When are you getting out of the house? I know you must be working on it. Are you planning a move? I cant imagine you staying in the town for long, really. It doesnt seem very much like something youd enjoy. ~~  And my personal update~~Things are going well but starting to get busy here Most of time is spent working on HW or with the group on weekends/some weekdays. Got phoned up at 12am yesterday to go out to a bar with Pat and Chris for nachos and more dollar beer tuesday lovliness <3 I dont usually drink during the week but Pat is getting me in to it >< We are not a group of drama (with the exception of the all girls night out clubbings~and them fighting over boys) which is nice, and being laid back has its privileges. (People are much sweeter to someone who doesnt cause major havoc!) It is nice to finally have a complete group of friends to just walk in on any time if I am lonley-but it is sad that they are all so far into schooling (most are 3rd and the ones im closing to are graduating at the end of the semester ;_;) but at least I have the girls and Pat and Gage to look forward to next year. (And Dan x3) Dan and I are doing well, but I wish we could be more of a couple and less of best friends sometimes... right now we are watching Beast Wars and Im about to get to math. :) Okayokayokay my life is not as exciting as yours (all of yours!) but I enjoy it---going out friday/saturday + keggers when available + inner tube basketball this semester + only four classes (!!!YAY!!!) == hopefully a less stressful semester then last <3 Maybe I will start posting pictures here too...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~~ P.s. You are all so lucky to be going home over the break~I am stuck here alone :[ P.P.s. Augh I cant believe I forgot *more* people in my big/little update...Katiiiiie (yes, youre Katie to me, not KT :P) I dont really have a lot to say to you. I dont talk to you very much on msn, but I never feel like we're really falling apart. I know we have never been super close friends, but you are a person that Ive always felt totally comfortable around whether we keep up with one another or not. Its too bad that you didnt get the RA job, but I bet youll get it next year now that they know you ;) |